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X ([personal profile] maverickhunterx) wrote in [community profile] onepassingnight2013-02-05 03:22 am

*001* | In Memoriam

"Hey." 

Nothing but a simple tombstone, engraved with nothing but a "Z", stared back at him. Not that X expected it could talk; a slab of stone under a large blossoming apple tree didn't make for good conversation, he wagered. Still, there was a comfort in small, silent things, from the simple grassy field that made up their meeting place to the hilt of the beam sabre that sat next to the bouquet of irises that lied down next to it. 

It wasn't meant to be an extravagant place full of pomp and ceremony: the clear sunny sky, endless grass (short of the single tree), and lack of any sort of building made that abundantly clear. 

"It's been a while since I've seen you...sorry about that. I've been busy and it's been hard to get away, even to sleep. You know how it is."

X chuckled, scratching his head. 

"But we're starting to home in on the last of the straggler groups still holding onto Sigma's ideals. We might even win the war soon, and then...well. Things will be peaceful again. Maybe I'll be able to go back to being a B-class, huh?"

Maybe. Maybe he'd even be able to wear his favorite human clothes, like he was wearing now: blue upon blue, with even more blue. Right now, he couldn't have even worn these around the base with as little free time as he had, but here, it was all right. In dreams, everything was safe, including prattling about at a gravestone in the middle of nowhere like he was a character in a human drama. 

Well. He was alone. 

There was no harm in creating a grave for an old friend that didn't exist in the real world, just as there was no harm in voicing his thoughts to him.

After all, it wasn't as though anyone could hear him.
waterfell: (darkury ☿ reflection)

[personal profile] waterfell 2013-02-05 10:50 am (UTC)(link)
Mercury didn't think to notice the Dark Kingdom forest was very different this time. Apple trees replaced the rustling of the familiar surroundings, and the whole place was almost as open as the fields that should have been laid out nearby.

The solemn mood was the same. Her blue hair and the blue sailor-style uniform seemed to suggest the water she carried, as she carefully tended the ground around another memorial tablet that had begun to be worn away by weather. When she was finished, she laid a single white flower in the grass nearby, amid a variety of green plants. Roses in bud, made of ice, sprang up around it.

She stood again, and spoke as if the person buried beneath the stone could hear her. "Everything we swore to do is already accomplished. So, rest."

With an audible crackle, one of the ice buds flared into bloom. Whatever meaning she took from it, she was visibly surprised. As her head lifted sharply, she caught sight of X. The pathos of the scene was broken as she looked suddenly defensive, unappreciative of being caught in such a moment. The calm changed to a quick demand.

"Who's there?"
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waterfell: (darkury ☿ what are you saying?)

[personal profile] waterfell 2013-02-05 11:21 am (UTC)(link)
Mercury's eyes found the stone X had been speaking to before coming back to rest on the Reploid himself. He hadn't given his name, she noted. She might have demanded it again in her suspicion.

What came from her mouth instead was, "I'm here to say goodbye." There was no shame in that much. There was a certain note of finality to the word she chose to use, less remembrance and more release.

waterfell: (darkury ☿ the sword at his side)

[personal profile] waterfell 2013-02-05 11:56 am (UTC)(link)
It was a more complicated question than X knew. Mercury chose to interpret it in its simplest form.

"The soldier of Water and Knowledge, Mercury." The slight stiffness of formality seemed innate to her, though it might have been a defense against her initial flustered state.

Maybe it was the place, maybe it was her calm mood of earlier, or perhaps it was simply X's own openness; Mercury found herself saying more.

"The man I came here for was also my comrade." Yes. Comrade. It didn't do nearly enough to explain everything, but it was true. He was someone she would not forget, or forsake; but he no longer filled her world.

Even he had known that in the end, had told her that once their goals were fulfilled, she should move on. It was how she'd known... many things he'd tried to keep hidden. It wasn't like him to let go.
waterfell: (darkury ☿ dispassionate)

[personal profile] waterfell 2013-02-05 12:46 pm (UTC)(link)
The flowers were laid by Mercury, and yet even she could not be sure what he would make of them, whether he would be affected by simple loyalty, or merely impatient and snappish with the sentiment. There was no one else to mourn him. Other comrades were also gone; and enemies were far more numerous. He had not lived a gentle life.

Neither had she. She was not to be led further into intimacy.

"Isn't that something people say only to comfort themselves?" she challenges X. A half-dozen years ago, she might have agreed with him. Or at least wanted to.
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waterfell: (darkury ☿ what are you saying?)

[personal profile] waterfell 2013-02-10 05:49 am (UTC)(link)
She thought first of the mechanical - of AI, of computer simulations, of parts of a person's consciousness stored for the future. She thought of the past life she knew she'd lived, of being reborn in the Dark Kingdom and all that entailed. Vaguely, like a dream already fading into the morning, she even thought of the Galaxy Cauldron where she, like other stars, lost and gained life.

There was something. She had seen that for herself. But it wasn't some guardian angel, it wasn't even some tender thought. More likely, it was the pressure of a hard demand that still needed to be carried through even if others had fallen along the way.

"Even if it were true," she told X, "Do you think it's that easy?" Even if there's something, why should it be something good?
waterfell: (darkury ☿ dispassionate)

[personal profile] waterfell 2013-02-13 12:09 am (UTC)(link)
"Humans don't have a heaven either," Mercury said simply, even in front of this grave she so obviously came to honor. Her question hadn't been whether a Reploid consciousness could duplicate a human's, or another being's. It had been whether these pretty thoughts existed, or were reachable, at all.

A part of her supposed it would be nice to believe in someone watching over her, but that wasn't how the world actually worked. (And even if it was, there would be no one watching for her.) And even if there were a heaven, she doubted the man buried here ever expected to see it instead of Hell. She didn't expect it, either, not after what her life had been.
braidstobows: (puella magi ♐ we don't work together)

[personal profile] braidstobows 2013-02-05 11:08 am (UTC)(link)
The slight wind ruffled her hair, and Homura brushed it back out of her way with a practiced hand. The man grieving for his fallen friend was, perhaps, deserving of privacy but, already here, she spoke anyway.

"Your comrade is fortunate to be remembered in this manner," she observed. If she found the talk of peace to be an unreachable goal... even she knew this was not the moment to say so.
braidstobows: (puella magi ♐ we don't work together)

[personal profile] braidstobows 2013-02-05 11:42 am (UTC)(link)
When they die on the wrong side of the barrier - which is the vast majority of the time, since it means a death in battle - a magical girl does not even leave behind a body.

And often, neither does she leave behind friends or family. It was some time before Tomoe Mami was even noted as a missing person.

"There are many people without even such a resting place as this," Homura said, somewhat cryptically. It was, if she had thought about it in such terms, a fairly horrible thing to say. She did not think about it in such terms. It was reality.
braidstobows: (homura ❉ it'll be alright)

[personal profile] braidstobows 2013-02-05 12:02 pm (UTC)(link)
If she was surprised to hear it was a dream, Homura didn't show it by so much as a flicker of her expression. Instead, there was the smallest trace of a wistful smile that crossed her face, just briefly.

"You sound very much like someone I know," she remarked, saying know and not knew because that person was everywhere - and always with her. "She worked very hard with all her strength to change that situation for the people she cared about."
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braidstobows: (homura ❉ it'll be alright)

[personal profile] braidstobows 2013-02-05 12:35 pm (UTC)(link)
"She did." Homura found herself looking up at the sky. It wasn't childish to think Heaven was there; it was natural. It was like the starry end of the universe.

Opposite of X, Homura was often misunderstood and mistrusted for her pessimistic (they said; she called it by a different name, when it came from experience) bent. But that had been part of the burden Madoka's hope to change the fate of magical girls had lightened.

"And she was."

braidstobows: (puella magi ♐ we don't work together)

[personal profile] braidstobows 2013-02-05 12:49 pm (UTC)(link)
"You have surmised it correctly," Homura admitted. "She is no longer in this world."

It was a loss she lived with every moment, to know that the only way for her feelings to reach her dearest friend, the person she'd do anything for, had been to never be able to see her or touch her again. In some ways, that simple fact felt lonelier than the life of a puella magi.

Still, she had Madoka's presence to comfort her, even if not in body. And she had a life lived as Madoka would wish her to. And, finally, their hearts had met on equal terms again, knowing and seeing everything, understanding each other.

It was enough. It had to be.
braidstobows: (puella magi ♐ we don't work together)

[personal profile] braidstobows 2013-02-10 06:35 am (UTC)(link)
"There is no need for your apology," Homura conceded; and she didn't precisely seem angry. Unless very self-contained was covering angry like a thick coating. "You could not have known this."

No one knew this except Homura herself. Even after saying so much to X, she had not said who she meant, or precisely what happened to bring those events about. She had not told the whole tale except to Kyuubey, and Kyuubey only knew it as a story - no different from a dream, he'd said.

Homura knew it as a memory, one she held close to her always.

"In fact," she added, "Perhaps I should apologize to you. You must have come here seeking privacy."
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[personal profile] decaying 2013-02-08 04:27 pm (UTC)(link)
There was always someone listening. There was always someone waiting to prey on the weak, on the pained. There were always eyes set on the next victim to turn into an akuma and it was Kanda's job to prevent that. Sort of. It's not like he had much of a choice but that really didn't matter, now did it. That was a story for another time.]

That's it. You said your hello's now get lost.

[The Earl liked to show up during times like these and if this guy was really missing who ever was buried in that hole, it was sure to attract a deal. Kanda personally didn't want to put up with the Earl but he had been feeling very confident. Let him show his ugly face, he'd rip him a new one.]
decaying: (❀ Sᴛᴀʀᴇ)

[personal profile] decaying 2013-02-12 03:28 pm (UTC)(link)
Maybe I didn't make myself clear.

[Kanda really didn't want to do this but he really didn't have much of a choice. He had a job to do and the last thing he needed was akuma running about killing people. It was hard to tell which were victims for a potential turn over or not so for his own safety, anyone who wasn't an exorcist (or Ami, since she knew better than that) was a potential threat.]

Get. Lost.
decaying: (Default)

[personal profile] decaying 2013-02-12 03:58 pm (UTC)(link)
Don't make me kick you out.

[His hand reached to his sword. Come on, idiot. Just leave. Why are you making this worse on yourself?]
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[personal profile] decaying 2013-02-12 04:42 pm (UTC)(link)
Wh-What.

[Wait, this was another dream? Well shit. This sure explained your lack of cooperation. He grunted taking his hand off the hilt of his sword.]

I must have fallen asleep on the job...
decaying: (❀ Wʜᴀᴛ ᴛᴏ ᴅᴏ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴛʜɪs)

[personal profile] decaying 2013-02-12 07:36 pm (UTC)(link)
Data? I don't know what that means but I'm a person. It's a human mistake. I'm tired. Don't act so weird.
forhiscause: (✹ ℓσνє тнє ωαу уσυ ℓιє)

[personal profile] forhiscause 2013-02-08 06:49 pm (UTC)(link)
Cortana had been present at several funerals during her time with the UNSC by her own request, but she had never really been to a cemetary before. She knew what one was and what it should basically look like but being in a place and seeing it in databases were two different things, especially when there was someone there grieving over a decorative stone.

How tragic, she thought to herself, that the only thing a person has once their gone is a stone to represent them. Even in time with rain and snow, a stone can't withstand the pressures of nature and it soon too fades. What then? What happens to that patch of ground? What does it become once the person buried there no longer exists... at least not as a whole. Who knows how many bugs a human corpse could feed. That wasn't very polite to think about, right? She took a step closer, hands joining over her front in a shy motion as her body glowed blue gently.

"I'm.... sorry for your loss." She wasn't even sure what she was doing here but here she was.
forhiscause: (✹ ρσѕѕιвιℓιту ιη тнє ιмρяσвαвιℓιту)

It's okay!

[personal profile] forhiscause 2013-02-12 03:12 pm (UTC)(link)
Cortana was new to this human condition frequently known as dreaming. Machines didn't dream because they never slept. At least she didn't. She knew her time was up soon and then, perhaps, she would know what 'sleeping' was really like. She took a few more steps until she was finally standing beside the armored guy.

"I would definitely mourn if I knew who I was mourning for."

Since the war started, she knew how these things went. There were more bodies than people to dig graves for so eventually people kept getting lost as just another name in a tombstone. She would at least try to make the best for this guy.
forhiscause: (✹ ρσѕѕιвιℓιту ιη тнє ιмρяσвαвιℓιту)

[personal profile] forhiscause 2013-02-12 03:49 pm (UTC)(link)
Through his peripheral's she noticed he had turned to look at her and she turned to meet him. His reaction was strange, unfortunately for her, no matter what information her internal database held on emotions and facial gestures, without knowing the guy she couldn't figure him out. Her mind was searching eventually reaching a conclusion, the best way to deal with unknown gestures was a neutral one in return. She gave him a weak smile.

"I'm sorry for your loss. May I ask how he died?"

Again, an unconventional question to mutter in front of a grave but Cortana couldn't console the guy if she didn't know what had happened. She was also curious.
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[personal profile] forhiscause 2013-02-12 11:46 pm (UTC)(link)
"Wait. What did you say?"

Cortana had heard but she only truly listened to the part about him being a machine. About war. She knew the cost of machines and war far too well but she hadn't been expecting to find someone that understood. He didn't look like a machine. She reached a hand to touch at his shoulder, not like it would do much, and she paused right before making contact.

"You're a machine." Yeah, she should have known. This was a dream, wasn't it? If a machine could dream, what else would she dream of but other machines?
forhiscause: (✹ ℓσνє тнє ωαу уσυ ℓιє)

[personal profile] forhiscause 2013-02-12 11:56 pm (UTC)(link)
"I'm a machine too."

She wasn't very sure how accurate those words were but she was glowing, wasn't she? There was no flesh on her, no nervous system to allow her to feel, she didn't even think her emotions were accurate. Either way, she was definitely 'different'.

"My name is Cortana. I'm an A.I. if you want me to be precise."
one_one_se7en: (Side)

[personal profile] one_one_se7en 2013-02-10 05:39 am (UTC)(link)
Another figure in armor is nearby as X pays his respects. He walks up the hill upon noticing the tree, considering it a viable place to scout before entering the city, but his train of thought changes when he immediately notices a slab of stone and blue armor. He stays still.

For a moment, he thinks it's Rock Volnutt.

However, he's older, and different. The Spartan stays silent, still as he hears the respects the boy pays towards the person representing that grave. Even at a distance, John could hear him. A part of him thought it was pointless to hope for the end of a war. For people like him, they would always be needed. It doesn't stop him for wishing X was right. That his world was right, and that he could get to enjoy that life.

John doesn't think he would.

As he approaches, the Spartan lowers his head in a reverent vow, for close friends gone.
one_one_se7en: (Obscurity)

it's alright!

[personal profile] one_one_se7en 2013-02-17 05:12 am (UTC)(link)
The armor slowly moves towards the grave... kneeling. Another form of respect he learned outside of his universe.

From his side, he watches the armor. The armor was light, almost the same way Rock Volnutt's was, but this was more rounded, rather than angular. It reminded him a little of Samus' armor.

He reminded himself of the differences of many worlds. He probably wouldn't even know any of the people Rock lived with in his world.

"What was his name?"
decaying: (❀ Yᴇᴀʜ ʏᴏᴜ ʀᴇᴀʟʟʏ ᴀʀᴇ sᴛᴜᴘɪᴅ)

[personal profile] decaying 2013-02-12 11:17 pm (UTC)(link)
[Kanda sure chose one hell of a person to dream about. He gave X a look before heaving a sigh.]

I don't know what a Reploid is.