ange ushiromiya (右代宮 縁寿) ♜ ange-beatrice (
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onepassingnight2012-03-26 12:31 pm
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[ It's a fairly normal scene, all things considered. There's just a road with cars occasionally driving by, lined with buildings, and then there's a single bus stop. And standing by said bus stop is a girl in a school uniform leaning against the bus stop sign while seemingly talking on the phone. She's fairly recognizable as Ange, despite the difference in clothing, the only difference aside from that is the fact that she's wearing her hair down instead of having her usual pigtails with the hair bobbles.
If you get close enough to her, you might be able to hear what she's discussing on the phone. ]
What, onii-chan's coming over for dinner tonight too? [ A pause as she listens to the answer on the phone and then she downright laughs - very uncharacteristic for her, those who know her might notice. ] No, dad, I like eating dinner with just you and mom too, okay? Don't freak out too much over it. It's just that this is a special occasion. [ She listens again, and then there's a hum. ] I know. I'll be home soon enough, the bus is just having a delay or something like that. But I'll hurry. Hmm, bye!
[ Now she's done with her call and tucking the cellphone - a fairly old-looking one, like a nineties' model - back into her bag, you might want to speak up. Or, you know, just silently stand with her at the bus stop, even though that's not as interesting of a way to spend time. ]
If you get close enough to her, you might be able to hear what she's discussing on the phone. ]
What, onii-chan's coming over for dinner tonight too? [ A pause as she listens to the answer on the phone and then she downright laughs - very uncharacteristic for her, those who know her might notice. ] No, dad, I like eating dinner with just you and mom too, okay? Don't freak out too much over it. It's just that this is a special occasion. [ She listens again, and then there's a hum. ] I know. I'll be home soon enough, the bus is just having a delay or something like that. But I'll hurry. Hmm, bye!
[ Now she's done with her call and tucking the cellphone - a fairly old-looking one, like a nineties' model - back into her bag, you might want to speak up. Or, you know, just silently stand with her at the bus stop, even though that's not as interesting of a way to spend time. ]
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You once told me about your family. [It was very different from what's in front of them now. And Ami has always wanted to know, see, test the truth once she has those hints something is not right, something is out of place.]
They weren't with you at the time.
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Well, of course they're not always with me.. I go out on my own a lot too. It would just end up being creepy if your family would follow you everywhere, right?
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You weren't living with them.
[Now why would a loving girl from a loving family, not be living with them?]
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That's weird, I've always been with them.
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[ Always been with them, right? Then why does she suddenly remember moments of feeling so lonely, as if there was nobody else in the world on her side, no ally at all, and.. -- no, no.. ]
What is this..? [ for once, Ange actually looks unsure, the pokerface dropping - even if it wasn't really there in this dream to begin with. ] W-what.. are you doing?
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I haven't done anything to you. Your thoughts and memories are your own.
[As far as she knows, at least. It's possible that the nightmare of losing her family was only a nightmare, and this is Ange's truth.]
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Like something's not supposed to be right, but.. I can't tell what..
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Doesn't a part of you know? [It's a hypocritical question.]
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[ Don't go there. Don't remember. If you go there, you'll be hurt - a feeling like that pounding throughout her head the more she actually tries to sort things out. ]
Do I.. really want to know..? [ It's more a question to herself than anything else, but it comes out of her mouth before she even realises it. ]
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I always wanted to know.
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[ Know what? This is a feeling she's felt for the first time, right? What is it she wanted to know so desperately before, something she hardly even recalls? ]
But.. I feel like it's bad to know. Like something's warning me.
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You want to know the truth.
So, look for it.
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[ The words are familiar, but she can't place them. The one looking for the truth behind her family's death is Ange, the real Ange - not this one who thinks she has a family, nothing more than a what-if. ]
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Something seems strange, doesn't it? So which is right, this feeling or that one?
You should want to know that.
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Does it matter? Whatever the reason, you want to know, isn't that right?
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Nobody would want that, right?
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Can you remember your family clearly?
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Of course I can. I only saw them-- [ this morning, before going to school, right? But why does that moment suddenly feel so distant..? ]
... I almost feel like.. it's been a long time since I saw them, for some reason..
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What did you do with them last week?
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They told me.. 'goodbye'. That they would be leaving,for a little bit, but that they'd be back soon, and that I had to quickly get better.. [ no, that isn't a memory from a week, ago, that's.. slowly everything in the dream almost seems to crumble, slowly but surely. ]
No, that was.. twelve years ago. Everyone left that day, and then.. they died and never came back..
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And in her own experience, after the Dead Moon...]
You should ask yourself who'd want you to think otherwise.
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[She may as well be asking the question to herself, with the dreams she's had of something that could almost be called people there for her.]
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