http://hisdreamsmyfate.livejournal.com/ ([identity profile] hisdreamsmyfate.livejournal.com) wrote in [community profile] onepassingnight2011-08-28 02:39 pm

001 || dream a dream of me.

[Some dreams have some fluidity. They remain constant, with an overlaying theme - much like a storybook of the consciousness. Others can be sporadic, having no meaning, and easily shifting from one thing to the next. They can be serious, or strange. They can be hopeful, or heartbreaking.

Or... they could be Zack's dreams.

As it is, a deep, dark violet night sky floods the area. You might see quite a bit of snow, as if walking up a steep mountain, with the ice wind blowing through your hair. And right at the cliff's edge stands a man wielding a long, sturdy sword, resting safely upon his back. The weight doesn't seem to bother him in the least - if anything, he's accustomed to it by now, both hands on his hips as glowing, bright blue eyes stare off to the distance.

What could be he thinking about?]

[identity profile] auncyenhalig.livejournal.com 2011-09-08 07:04 pm (UTC)(link)
We're okay. [ It's said quietly but positively for his sake. She can believe that. Whatever happened, he's not hurting anymore.

There's only so long she can keep her composure, though, and she lowers her face, naturally looking away with him behind her. She rests her arm on his wrapped around her. ]


That's your one question.

I'M SORRY SHE'S BEING DEPRESSING FOR ZACK

[identity profile] auncyenhalig.livejournal.com 2011-09-08 11:55 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Her head bows, looking at their arms, as she says: ] That's two. It's not you, Zack. Could you let go, please?

[identity profile] auncyenhalig.livejournal.com 2011-09-09 12:40 am (UTC)(link)
[ She doesn't run off. She does walk away, four steps, hands clenched loosely at her side. She takes a deep breath, thinking of all the things she could say, shouldn't say...and that breath comes out in a soft sigh as she frowns to herself. How can she tell the truth without hurting him? It's just not possible, it's too awful. ]

...We don't date anymore.

[ That...may not sound much better. ]

[identity profile] auncyenhalig.livejournal.com 2011-09-10 05:15 pm (UTC)(link)
Is it...that surprising? [ After wondering if he ran off with another girl, his dismay is a relief... but then she feels guilty for finding any relief in this. If he didn't run off with a girl, something worse happened. There's nothing good about that. ]

--It wasn't your fault. And I still, I...care about you. A lot.

[ She shakes her head. ] Can we just have fun for now? As friends. Let's go meet yours!

[identity profile] auncyenhalig.livejournal.com 2011-09-10 06:21 pm (UTC)(link)
[ She eases as it becomes clearer that the topic is dropped--now she just hopes it won't come up again. ] It's not everyday you have someone else interrupting your dreams. What were you thinking about up there? There was a lot of sky to see.

[identity profile] auncyenhalig.livejournal.com 2011-09-11 11:17 pm (UTC)(link)
[ ...She remembers. There were things he couldn't tell her about, and a friend he wanted to help...

So she squeezes his hand, giving a soft knock of her head to his shoulder to rest on. ]


Ahhh, this and that are the tough ones. [ But she doesn't feel a need to press him. ]

/makes up names for the slum kids, lol

[identity profile] auncyenhalig.livejournal.com 2011-09-13 06:54 pm (UTC)(link)
They're just as pretty as ever. And I've been selling them! You had a great idea. People really like them. Tina and Cole are taking care of them right now--they're two kids I've made friends with.

And then the city was ruined --oh that happened anyway.

[identity profile] auncyenhalig.livejournal.com 2011-09-14 02:26 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Her cheeks warm and she nudges him with her elbow. ] More a 'big sister' than a mom, I think. And of course I took it seriously! You have a lot of silly ideas, but there are a few good ones in there too. [ Pointing at his head--after all the weirdness between them, it's nice to tease. ]

And here they were worried about Meteor!

[identity profile] auncyenhalig.livejournal.com 2011-09-15 03:05 pm (UTC)(link)
Ahhh, I thought I just had to keep you grounded. More work? [ She sighs like she's sooo tired, but she smiles up at him. ] I have a lot of ideas, actually. A lot of dreams... and wishes. They're waiting for the right time... I think I'm close to finding it. [ Being free of Shinra and able to stand on her own two feet--traveling with AVALANCHE, she thinks she can be that way. ]

[identity profile] auncyenhalig.livejournal.com 2011-09-15 08:29 pm (UTC)(link)
I'll be in Midgar, you know that. I'm not leaving for a lo-o-ong time. Come find me. [ It's said a bit as a challenge--urging him. She doesn't know what happened, maybe if he'd just gotten that mission done earlier or, or something, he'd still be alive. ]

[identity profile] auncyenhalig.livejournal.com 2011-09-18 12:09 am (UTC)(link)
You were the one worrying. [ That's not 100% true--she's worrying too. She just doesn't want to dwell on that. ]

Will you? Keep visiting.

[identity profile] auncyenhalig.livejournal.com 2011-09-18 01:16 am (UTC)(link)
Zack... [ She stopped writing. She stopped waiting. She didn't forget him, she didn't stop caring, but she did try to move on. Murky as that has been. Is it really honest to say she trusts him to be back, even if she knows his sincerity? ]

...

[ ...Nope, not doing seriousness. ] I don't know if I can trust your sense of direction. [ The look she gives him says it clearly: she's just ribbing him. ]