She is quiet for a bit, pondering on her answer or more like trying to come to with the proper words to express what she wanted to say. "I guess it’s because not only I don’t want to make people suffer, someone…before I appeared did that and marked the lives of everyone enough and I don’t want to repeat that, which is what will most likely happen if I go to such extremes."

The threat of being corrupted was always there, in the back of her mind even if she had a knight with her to remind her of her humanity, after all, Edea kind of had one and she started to turn evil due to external influence and who said that couldn’t happen to her.

"I know that some, not to say most people, might not know of it or understand the real circumstances of what I did it if it were to happen, they might even think I deserved it and that it was the best outcome, but I don’t care…I just want to spare the people I love and everyone else from the pain and danger."