[She notes silently the weariness and to a degree even understands it. She has her own feelings of it that she manages to hide when asked to return to the field of battle. Taking lives instead of saving them as she once upon a time desired to do.
If not for her friends, she's not sure how she'd continue with her current life. She cares not for the company which employees her, and only marginally for the troops also part of SOLDIER. Her loyalty is to her friends and herself... if she lost them, would she remain or would she leave?
It's a question she in a sense desires never to honestly answer. But if the man before her is to be believed, she'll end up losing them and be forced to answer it.]
Is there anything I can do to prevent this loss of reason and desertion?
[Even if the answer is negative, she will likely still seek to prevent it. And if she can't prevent it, she will seek a way to reverse it... somehow.]
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If not for her friends, she's not sure how she'd continue with her current life. She cares not for the company which employees her, and only marginally for the troops also part of SOLDIER. Her loyalty is to her friends and herself... if she lost them, would she remain or would she leave?
It's a question she in a sense desires never to honestly answer. But if the man before her is to be believed, she'll end up losing them and be forced to answer it.]
Is there anything I can do to prevent this loss of reason and desertion?
[Even if the answer is negative, she will likely still seek to prevent it. And if she can't prevent it, she will seek a way to reverse it... somehow.]