[ Once he starts just holding her instead of kissing she practically buries her face against him - if not just to hide her tears from the world, even if there's nothing in this dream anymore besides the two of them. But she doesn't stop crying, just continuing for a while, even if he's quiet.
It's weird that she feels this upset at all of it, in a way. It's not like she actually lost anything, since she didn't have any of it to start with, since it was just a lie.. and yet it does feel like that, as if she would have been content to stick around in that dream for just a little longer. There's a part that's good about this too, since she definitely didn't want to forget about him, but still.. the loss of the illusion stings more as a first reaction, so she cries for it.
It takes moments that seem an eternity, but after a while the crying gets less loud, to a point where it's just soft sniffing. She doesn't move from her position though, nor does she speak up just yet. She's already lost her dignity just now, either way, even though it's luckily it's only in front of him. ]
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It's weird that she feels this upset at all of it, in a way. It's not like she actually lost anything, since she didn't have any of it to start with, since it was just a lie.. and yet it does feel like that, as if she would have been content to stick around in that dream for just a little longer. There's a part that's good about this too, since she definitely didn't want to forget about him, but still.. the loss of the illusion stings more as a first reaction, so she cries for it.
It takes moments that seem an eternity, but after a while the crying gets less loud, to a point where it's just soft sniffing. She doesn't move from her position though, nor does she speak up just yet. She's already lost her dignity just now, either way, even though it's luckily it's only in front of him. ]