[The word is out before he can even think to stop it - the name, *professor*, and all that comes with it is still enough to make his blood boil. And after a few moments, he realizes he's actually standing again as well, both hands slamming onto the table.
The outburst in itself is taxing, and he sways a little, struggling not to collapse entirely as he slumps back into his seat, holding his head. Even in the dream, he *was* feeling ill, breaking through that unnatural melacony and pushing himself further than he needed to.]
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[The word is out before he can even think to stop it - the name, *professor*, and all that comes with it is still enough to make his blood boil. And after a few moments, he realizes he's actually standing again as well, both hands slamming onto the table.
The outburst in itself is taxing, and he sways a little, struggling not to collapse entirely as he slumps back into his seat, holding his head. Even in the dream, he *was* feeling ill, breaking through that unnatural melacony and pushing himself further than he needed to.]
...don't. Don't.