She dreams about that girl. And it's a measure of her own obsession that this is her first thought, and not the other people she's found in dreams. But she thinks of them next. She thinks of the tantalizing feeling that she could be accepted, and the frustration of the fact that it can only be in the dream world.

He's a dream she keeps coming back to anyway.

"Even if they're gone, your mind goes back to them," she reflects. "So they appear here in your dreams."