[ Of course he isn't. The only thing they really needed him for is to return to Sora so that he could wake up, make him disappear so that someone else could come back. Hadn't that DiZ guy said it? That he's "nothing but a tool" that people can use for their own gains; nothing had been for his own.
But now knowing what happened to his memories, why they aren't returning as fast as he wishes, he's not sure what to do. The people who did it won't restore them and all he's left are scattered pieces of the puzzle that won't be complete until all the pieces are found. Vague notions and thoughts, he doesn't even remember how he had been before waking up in Twilight Town. Is he same as before or because of his position in the Organization, had he been a different person altogether?
More than anything though, he wants to know his chances of recovering those lost memories. ]
So what.. am I supposed to do now? Can I even get them back?
[ The sharp sting of truth keeps hitting him and though he's trying to keep his eyes open to other possibilities, other reasons why, it doesn't help that the truth is there. The truth that he's wanted but now keeps denying because it doesn't measure up to what he believes. Or more like, they're truths without any explanation given for them and that's why he can't accept them right away.
He looks at Riku from under the hood, hearing the barely spoken words. ]
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[ Of course he isn't. The only thing they really needed him for is to return to Sora so that he could wake up, make him disappear so that someone else could come back. Hadn't that DiZ guy said it? That he's "nothing but a tool" that people can use for their own gains; nothing had been for his own.
But now knowing what happened to his memories, why they aren't returning as fast as he wishes, he's not sure what to do. The people who did it won't restore them and all he's left are scattered pieces of the puzzle that won't be complete until all the pieces are found. Vague notions and thoughts, he doesn't even remember how he had been before waking up in Twilight Town. Is he same as before or because of his position in the Organization, had he been a different person altogether?
More than anything though, he wants to know his chances of recovering those lost memories. ]
So what.. am I supposed to do now? Can I even get them back?
[ The sharp sting of truth keeps hitting him and though he's trying to keep his eyes open to other possibilities, other reasons why, it doesn't help that the truth is there. The truth that he's wanted but now keeps denying because it doesn't measure up to what he believes. Or more like, they're truths without any explanation given for them and that's why he can't accept them right away.
He looks at Riku from under the hood, hearing the barely spoken words. ]
... Why'd you say that.