You all died because of me! It's all my fault!

[ The tears in her eyes make her vision so unbelievably blurry. It's a good thing that her dear friend is so close to see. ]

You shouldn't have... all of you should be alive! Now I can never bring you guys back!

[ She's taking all the blame and even if she wants to just hide her face she can't look away. This is the first time she's really seen any of her friends so clearly. Every retelling stings and she can recall everything, but this moment is like she's living through something new. ]