[She's five seconds from snapping at him to be less sniveling again.
Which makes her wonder just what it is that's kept her by him even this long. She knows the answer, somewhere in her - those very words that she could have said herself: If you were just going to abandon me, I wish I never knew you.
She sometimes wishes she'd never known Usagi at all. She wouldn't have felt that betrayal, could have cut the threat of the princess down without the confusion in her heart over the girl.
But it's more comfortable to tell herself it's just because he irritates her, because something in her can't stand seeing what could have been someone so subservient when she's made so many concerted efforts to assert her independence.]
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[She's five seconds from snapping at him to be less sniveling again.
Which makes her wonder just what it is that's kept her by him even this long. She knows the answer, somewhere in her - those very words that she could have said herself: If you were just going to abandon me, I wish I never knew you.
She sometimes wishes she'd never known Usagi at all. She wouldn't have felt that betrayal, could have cut the threat of the princess down without the confusion in her heart over the girl.
But it's more comfortable to tell herself it's just because he irritates her, because something in her can't stand seeing
what could have beensomeone so subservient when she's made so many concerted efforts to assert her independence.]