Sometimes, she prefers what she's found in dreams so much that it frightens her. It's too tempting, too appealing, to stay asleep forever, to look at everything she's gained and realize she's tired of letting it slip through her fingers every morning.
To not want to wake up. She has these thoughts most of all when she's with Kanda, when she realizes she doesn't feel the press of all the weight she's taken on her shoulders, that she feels lighter.
She can't quite dampen the mood with all of this, but she does ask:]
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Sometimes, she prefers what she's found in dreams so much that it frightens her. It's too tempting, too appealing, to stay asleep forever, to look at everything she's gained and realize she's tired of letting it slip through her fingers every morning.
To not want to wake up. She has these thoughts most of all when she's with Kanda, when she realizes she doesn't feel the press of all the weight she's taken on her shoulders, that she feels lighter.
She can't quite dampen the mood with all of this, but she does ask:]
And when you wake up?