"She's... part of my old life." He started explaining using his words wisely to keep her from losing her temper at him. "I've told you that I wasn't human, right? That I wasn't born like normal children were? I was actually made in this place, the rooms have been locked off but it was in the lower chambers of this cave that the Black Priest's were conducting the second exorcist experiments."
He figured he might as well take her as gar as they could go before they reached shut doors. There were warning signs in different languages and even some pictures taped to the door alongside a few crosses. A lot of people died that day when Alma lost it. He tightened his grip on Ami.
"I used to be someone else, another exorcist. Eventually, they started noticing that they were losing more exorcists than they could possibly find. It's hard to find people who are compatible with the innocence so they figured they would make them by taking deceased exorcists and trying to replicate them. I'm.... probably somewhere still in there. My original body. All I have are those memories. They're not complete, I don't know a lot of things but I know that I died and that the woman was... she was mine." And it sounded terrible to say but he figured he shouldn't keep secrets.
"I don't know why or how, but she was. To me, she's just a ghost. I can't hate her because my memories won't let me, but she's not mine anymore. That's another life and it's not mine. I died but I'm here again. I have my own memories and my own feelings. You don't know how frustrating it is to live like this. It can drive you mad."
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He figured he might as well take her as gar as they could go before they reached shut doors. There were warning signs in different languages and even some pictures taped to the door alongside a few crosses. A lot of people died that day when Alma lost it. He tightened his grip on Ami.
"I used to be someone else, another exorcist. Eventually, they started noticing that they were losing more exorcists than they could possibly find. It's hard to find people who are compatible with the innocence so they figured they would make them by taking deceased exorcists and trying to replicate them. I'm.... probably somewhere still in there. My original body. All I have are those memories. They're not complete, I don't know a lot of things but I know that I died and that the woman was... she was mine." And it sounded terrible to say but he figured he shouldn't keep secrets.
"I don't know why or how, but she was. To me, she's just a ghost. I can't hate her because my memories won't let me, but she's not mine anymore. That's another life and it's not mine. I died but I'm here again. I have my own memories and my own feelings. You don't know how frustrating it is to live like this. It can drive you mad."